Two years ago from today I wrote this... It's amazing how things come FULL circle
Status
Status.
Status…
Status
Is Anybody Listening?
Status is nothing more than showcase and some thing for the world to criticize because we establish something publicly. Status is simply making your “state” a world-wide thing and provides allowance for comments both connotative and the anti-thesis of such.
Too often we dream for happily ever after without letting a situation be any semblance of happy. We rush into things losing sight of what we really want and most times commit premeditated blind “love” or the likes of such. But what then is the determinant for the “perfect” time or when is the “right time”? Is time then only an excuse to delay some ultimatum for some great deal of time?
When we constantly question motives we only portray our own insecurities. Some need some reassurance from time to time. This could possibly show a hint of a low self esteem to some but in my opinion it’s certainly not. Why can’t someone show affection “just because” at some random moment? We all from time to time need someone to constantly be there saying “hey everything’s going to be alright when everything is going downhill.” Tell me if I’m wrong ‘cause sure hell I do and I’m thankful for the people in my life who make It seem like there’s nothing wrong when I think the world has come to an end. The reality is the greatest detriment too many people’s success tomorrow is their thinking today. If your thinking is limited so is your potential. We must think for higher possibilities to reach there.
Society likes to label things and place things into categories thus promoting some social balance and understanding. But when things aren’t applicable to societies given categories things get a little stirred up. This causes questions to develop in order to allocate a situation into a category that is fathomable.
Of late I been questioning a lot a things tryna figure out exactly what is what and I’ve come to the realization that nothing will always be nothing and something will always be something. Sure things are always made from scratch but if u don’t have the right ingredients you’ll just be making something useless.
Nothings changed but my understanding.
Such is life.
Head & Heart at war.
Bombarded by morals and Faced with decisions that have vital significance .
Do i choose to judge by societies teachings and ethics?
Or do i say fcuk the world and follow my heart?
How can i say either when society has had an impact on my life and will always?
Or how can i say either when my heart is torn over one?
The irony of it all . . .
I feel like i'm bending over backwards
When i'm not at all
Stuck thinking on one level . .
When I abundantly dream of another
Time is of the essence
When I want only to spend it..
With
One . .
Still take half. .it's yours.
Just a steady beatin heart, a wish and a prayer.
[It] is what it is . .
Is [it] even something?
